Eyeing the future

Greetings!

One month left till my last paper. And frequently asked questions are, do you want to continue master? or start working?. This two question then elaborate based on your given answer. Either one, there is still a continuous questions after two main questions. Truth to be told, I have done a lot of thinking about my future but none seem happiest enough to pursue. And subsequently left with bigger questions mark, what am i supposed to do after I graduated?

So far, there are three options which seem to be 'in' with current condition. First is working, second is studying and third is start my own business. I always prefer the third one but that seem far reached thus I'm putting it on hold. And the most wanted one at the moment is to travel or doing any adrenaline-rush activities. But everything need money thus it really back to square one which is to work.

I have always believe we can learn anytime if we want and has a great determination to do so. But my mom don't think so. So, she always prefer the second choice. However, in industry, experiences will always win. Because lets face it, u cant really work with your theory only. That is why experiences is more important. Which is why I prefer to work first.


Argh! Let put everything aside first. Really need to enjoy my coco crunch.


lots of love,
Najwa

Making effort,always count!

Greetings!

I often feel like I'm not good enough in connecting with people. When I'm talking about connecting with people, by all means it include old and new friends. Sometimes, I find myself alone and thinking to whom should I tell my worries but none is in my radar.I have a bunch of friends but because there is no effort on making contact in both side, nothing seems to be connected.

Making effort I believe is the only way to stay connected. In maintaining our relationship with Allah, our relationship with human need to be fixed first. Nowadays, we have whatsapp, instagram,twitter and many more to stay connected with each other. But there will be no conversation if none of us is making effort in talking first. A simple how are you is always a good start to a very meaningful conversation.

But the question remains,who should start first?

[ Pantai Kemasik,Kemaman | May 2014 ]

Hitting the bottom

Greetings.

Okay.how to start.

Approaching the midsem presentation for final year project in two weeks. As u may concern, I'm majoring in mechanical engineering which most of the software involves design software such as SolidWork, AutoCad, Ansys, Catia and many more. But here I am, trying to learn MatLab from zero which really testing my limit.

How am i??

I love to explore first. but I really am running out of time to explore without the guide. Watching video from youtube really help but where am I supposed to ask something I don't really understand??
I must try my best ( yeah, i'm brainwash myself )..

Trying to stay as positive as I can.

Because, let face it, things is getting harder. 

najwa.

the journey

Greetings.

Approaching the end of undergraduate courses, a lot of decision making process occurred. Feels like big girl already. :)

After I finish my study, I come down to three things that I believe I can manage to continue. First will always be my mother. After living alone far from family (yup,just pahang!haha), you tend to come back home for good. And with my mother getting older, i believe its a wise decision to stay close and care for her. Then come the decision making process either I want to work or taking a gap year before continue doing what I want to do.But both process is obviously will happen at Kedah or the north part. To go beyond the region is not even in options.

Then, another options happen. To continue study or just stop at the moment. I know, once I stop, maybe thats it. No more postgraduate study. InsyaAllah if there is rezeki, I'll continue to further my study. But to leave my mother alone, again is not the most likeable choice.

At the end of the day, all I want is for me to success and make my mother proud enough. No matter what the decision I make, my mother is always my top priority.

random.