Hitting the bottom

Greetings.

Okay.how to start.

Approaching the midsem presentation for final year project in two weeks. As u may concern, I'm majoring in mechanical engineering which most of the software involves design software such as SolidWork, AutoCad, Ansys, Catia and many more. But here I am, trying to learn MatLab from zero which really testing my limit.

How am i??

I love to explore first. but I really am running out of time to explore without the guide. Watching video from youtube really help but where am I supposed to ask something I don't really understand??
I must try my best ( yeah, i'm brainwash myself )..

Trying to stay as positive as I can.

Because, let face it, things is getting harder. 

najwa.

the journey

Greetings.

Approaching the end of undergraduate courses, a lot of decision making process occurred. Feels like big girl already. :)

After I finish my study, I come down to three things that I believe I can manage to continue. First will always be my mother. After living alone far from family (yup,just pahang!haha), you tend to come back home for good. And with my mother getting older, i believe its a wise decision to stay close and care for her. Then come the decision making process either I want to work or taking a gap year before continue doing what I want to do.But both process is obviously will happen at Kedah or the north part. To go beyond the region is not even in options.

Then, another options happen. To continue study or just stop at the moment. I know, once I stop, maybe thats it. No more postgraduate study. InsyaAllah if there is rezeki, I'll continue to further my study. But to leave my mother alone, again is not the most likeable choice.

At the end of the day, all I want is for me to success and make my mother proud enough. No matter what the decision I make, my mother is always my top priority.

random.