Saturday, 26 January 2013

Recently.



Recently,most of my friend is taking one step further in their relationship. Some of them are engage,and some are even getting married.mannn,they sure do moving on so fast in life. I can't help but to think about it too. No no no! Im not getting married at this moment. Just something worth to ponder.
At this age,its not a crime to think about marriage and stuff. I do think we need to start figure it out. Like how much money involve,what can we do to save the cost,how to go through the post-marriage phase,how to handle your mother-in-law and many more. And to start figure it out at this age,it must take you a bundle of courage to do so. For a person like me,who has insecurities in everything,it is hard.
After the last relationship, I dont think I need to concentrate on love now. There is so many thing I want to achieve, I want to try. I want to have a major satisfaction about myself that I cant be proud of. But,if there is one suitable person who can cause a cloud nine, I really won't say no.hihi. it takes two to tango. If I want to be loved,then I need to love myself more. Before this,everytime I fall in love(if you can call that love.pfttt),i will love really hard until I kinda ignoring myself which is totally not cool.-.-'. So as a start, I really want to appreciate myself more for the time being.
I know Im getting older day by day. Its time to take chances. If I dont start figure it out now, I maybe losing the best day of my life.hihi.
p/s: for the time being,i am going to lose some weight.haha.
Till then,
Najwashariff

Sunday, 20 January 2013

#1 Random

Currently at home enjoying holiday.

I always dream to travel alone somewhere.backpacking.no,im not a loner.I just really want to try it at least once in a lifetime. But on my list,there is a thousand places I want to go.

On top of my list is Korea. Being a die hard fan for kpop artists,runningman and another variety show really influences me to visit that country. I want to go to Busan,Kangwon and many more. I want to try out their seafood platter,kimchi jiggae and many more. I must be really interested in that country.

The only problem left is money. I must say I am a big spender. I spend more that I earn and mostly on food. It drive me crazy that I can't save money for travel. I don't want to ask from my mom,or using my ptptn.arrrrghh. I really need to start saving money. Because I want to travel badly. :(

I want to enjoy summer,chilling in winter,cherish autumn and capturing the fall. I always dreaming to study oversea. Because of this. But I guess Allah has a better plan and my intentions was totally wrong. InsyaAllah,maybe I manage to continue my master there.

Till then,
Najwa shariff

Wednesday, 16 January 2013

2013

She was a flower from the heaven,who came and went. But whose scent shall forever remain in my mind.-words of Sayidina Ali about Fatimah.

Its already halfway through january.and this year,i am going to be 22 years old this coming february.feel like only yesterday I still in secondary school,enjoying every little thing of it.times sure do fly fast.

Im graduating in 2014,and honestly,Im scared. Scare about my how to face real life. Because truth to be told, im not yet ready. My knowledge is still low,my experiences is nowhere compare with others. Im trying to be better day by day. trying to collect all the experiences that should be learn before facing the real world.

Learn to appreciate the moments.capture it in your heart.so that it always remain there. I think that what im going to do from now on than worrying about the future. Not that I'm not planning anything,but instead of worrying about failing in what we plan,just go with it. Take risk. Because life seem so short to be waste like that.

With that,
Najwa shariff :)

Thursday, 10 January 2013