Recently.

Recently,most of my friend is taking one step further in their relationship. Some of them are engage,and some are even getting married.mannn,they sure do moving on so fast in life. I can't help but to think about it too. No no no! Im not getting married at this moment. Just something worth to ponder.
At this age,its not a crime to think about marriage and stuff. I do think we need to start figure it out. Like how much money involve,what can we do to save the cost,how to go through the post-marriage phase,how to handle your mother-in-law and many more. And to start figure it out at this age,it must take you a bundle of courage to do so. For a person like me,who has insecurities in everything,it is hard.
After the last relationship, I dont think I need to concentrate on love now. There is so many thing I want to achieve, I want to try. I want to have a major satisfaction about myself that I cant be proud of. But,if there is one suitable person who can cause a cloud nine, I really won't say no.hihi. it takes two to tango. If I want to be loved,then I need to love myself more. Before this,everytime I fall in love(if you can call that love.pfttt),i will love really hard until I kinda ignoring myself which is totally not cool.-.-'. So as a start, I really want to appreciate myself more for the time being.
I know Im getting older day by day. Its time to take chances. If I dont start figure it out now, I maybe losing the best day of my life.hihi.
p/s: for the time being,i am going to lose some weight.haha.
Till then,
Najwashariff