May.

First may.

And final is another 30 days to come. Preparation?nill.zero. And thats why I'm writing this. To let go my worries. Which I assume, I have a lot.haha.

First. Student council thingy. Yeah,i know. It my choice so I have nothing to complaint. But the workload are obviously no joke mann. It take a whole new level of commitment which sometime I feel like running away from it. I love how it taught me. Almost everything is new and challenging. Something engineering student would love. Haha. And I think, its what that keep me going. :)

Second. Of course,the most important one, study thingy. Now its week 10. Almost everything needs to be pass up and submit. Extremely exhausted. All project need full attention and time consuming. And it doesnt help either that I started doing it last minute. The curse of own backfires.haha. I hate last minute work I must say.haha. But I really need to manage my time very well. And another 1 montj is really crucial.

Third. Lifestyle. I trying to emphasize the healthy living but man oh mann,the challenge is reallyy high. Because (i) the main dish in Malaysia is rice. Rice itself has 256 kcal calories. It just plain rice. So imagine u take plain rice+ayam goreng+sayur air. The total for lunch itself is about 1000 kcal. -.-' (ii) the time consuming. Healthy food need fresh ingredients. But to find fresh ingredients here in Pekan (?). I just let u guys judge.haha.

So,here goes my worries. But I bet May should be good,insyaAllah. :)

Till then,
Najwa Shariff

Time constraint

I love myself.but I think im forcing myself too much.with the club thingy and everything,time just get faster.

Hard.and I ultimately exhausted.

Walk with me.

Feel like spilling something here. So here goes everything.

lately, I feel that im not going tp get married. I mean,if before this I want to get married as early as possible,but I think its not going to happen in the next 2 to 3 years. Marriage life is hard. And I dont think I want to share my privacy life yet. >.<

On the other note, I think im scared to fall in love again. I mean,who doesnt? I dont know whether I can say I'm completely happy and move on now. Truth to be told, I still remembering but with no heart feeling laa. Besides, I'm scared if I forget my bestfriend again. If before this,the sense of appreciation towards my beloved bestfriend is not that great,but after that, I try to show them my appreciation first. And it really bring us closer again.

I believe,we need to live ourselves first before anyone else do it. You know,just incase u lost your love, u have yourself. :)

Pen off. Im coming home.

Regards,
Najwa Shariff

Ending and beginning

Salam
Wow.too longg.hihi.so lets start.bismillah.
February had been the best month of all so far.well,because basically now its only march. ;p. I had been bless with beautiful bestfriend,family and friend. Ended it well by spending time with bestfriend at Broga hill.
Broga hill has been the best experience so far. The mantra  was mind over body. All along the track,the mantra was repeated.hihi.mind over body,mind over body. And finally manage to reach the top. :)
It was a breathtaking view at top. I love it. And it marks the start of healthy living. InsyaAllah. Though since then I never starting the serious exercises routine.hihi
The night before,we manage to celebrat yayah,me and mashitah's birthday. Alhamdulillah,it was a blast.hihi.
And there goes my february stories.hihi.
Till then.
Najwa shariff

Broga hill

with besties <3

22nd birthday celebration with love one! :)