Eyeing the future

Greetings!

One month left till my last paper. And frequently asked questions are, do you want to continue master? or start working?. This two question then elaborate based on your given answer. Either one, there is still a continuous questions after two main questions. Truth to be told, I have done a lot of thinking about my future but none seem happiest enough to pursue. And subsequently left with bigger questions mark, what am i supposed to do after I graduated?

So far, there are three options which seem to be 'in' with current condition. First is working, second is studying and third is start my own business. I always prefer the third one but that seem far reached thus I'm putting it on hold. And the most wanted one at the moment is to travel or doing any adrenaline-rush activities. But everything need money thus it really back to square one which is to work.

I have always believe we can learn anytime if we want and has a great determination to do so. But my mom don't think so. So, she always prefer the second choice. However, in industry, experiences will always win. Because lets face it, u cant really work with your theory only. That is why experiences is more important. Which is why I prefer to work first.


Argh! Let put everything aside first. Really need to enjoy my coco crunch.


lots of love,
Najwa

Can't stop

Greetings.

Last post was in November. To just say let start over is absurd. Because it has been 3 months since I turn to this page again.What am I up to? Nothing. Just because. I don't know what to say. I turn to this page every now and then, but after a few words, I just leave it.

Let start over.

I learn that in life there always a consequences. From what we say, what we do or even from what we don't talk about. And nowadays, social media has been a very great medium to cause a stir in community.
But my intention for this blog is to spread positivity which I see is lacking in malaysian society. People really love to talk behind others but rarely brave enough to discuss it with the victim. Talking about hearing from both side here.

I should start writing back. Because lately, all my worries and troubles seem to stop me from doing something. And I should really focus.


Random.

 

Effort-less

Assalamualaikum

Final year mid presentation is around the corner. And being the super common Malay, nothing is finish at the moment. It hit me really hard. Can I pursue my study abroad with this kind of attitude? How can I compete with others? Thus, it lead to a random rant like this.



Everyone I believe, have experience this kind of attitude. Just like Bruno Mars said, today I don't feel like doing anything (yes,i quote celeb.-.-'). Some people just feel it like a day and get back on track the next day. But i feel it everydayyy and it not even funnyyy. I try to read an inspirational quotes, try to focus my mind but nothing works. The next thing I try is dismiss myself from the laptop but eventually, I fall asleep. So, how?


I think it normal to lost focus. Because basically, a person can only focus for about 45 mins on something and after that, mind need to rest. Having said that, why most classes is in 2 hours? wonder. I try to find my inspiration and stumble upon this one blog. I just need to work hard. Really. The clock is ticking. Another 7 weeks before final. This semester, I need to improve my pointer more.



till then,
Najwashariff

inspire someone today

sometimes,talking to your best friend is the only theraphy u need

A friend of mine used to say that I can inspire people to try harder. I doubt that.hehe. Anyhow, here i am trying to write something. I wish i have more time and obviously an effort to write more. But classes have start and final year project is going on. The only thing i manage to do recently is reading jurnal and more papers.

Back to what my friend said, I actually don't know in which way i inspire people. it can be my action, or my words or the thing i don't even realize. But i really wanna try to inspire people. To motivate people. I just love that kinda thing. Like quotes,poems and mostly pictures.

Thus, through this blog I wish I can touch people hearts and inspire someone today. Might be from my point of view, or my rambling talks, I really wish it can benefit someone. There is one blog that I completely love to read. It really inspire me to work harder and be better. May Allah grant u barakah for  your kind and inspired words.

So, i'll try hard to write here. Maybe not everyday, but I'll try.once a week?hehe insyaAllah.




love,
najwa shariff

dashing june.

salam.

wow.so long.and i don't know where to start. May passed and June coming. some of my work as mechanical student representative is done and another a few weeks to go till the end of this semester. and my duty as student is about to be test just around the corner.huaaa.

i'm not yet ready i must say.the preparation taking take forever to start. and now im playing candy crush while trying to write something here. i don't know what went wrong but i must say after i broke up, i seem to be quite distracted. and its had been 2 years ago. man oh man. serius, some shit happen.

and just recently, i think i fell hard. huhu


till then,
najwa shariff

May.

First may.

And final is another 30 days to come. Preparation?nill.zero. And thats why I'm writing this. To let go my worries. Which I assume, I have a lot.haha.

First. Student council thingy. Yeah,i know. It my choice so I have nothing to complaint. But the workload are obviously no joke mann. It take a whole new level of commitment which sometime I feel like running away from it. I love how it taught me. Almost everything is new and challenging. Something engineering student would love. Haha. And I think, its what that keep me going. :)

Second. Of course,the most important one, study thingy. Now its week 10. Almost everything needs to be pass up and submit. Extremely exhausted. All project need full attention and time consuming. And it doesnt help either that I started doing it last minute. The curse of own backfires.haha. I hate last minute work I must say.haha. But I really need to manage my time very well. And another 1 montj is really crucial.

Third. Lifestyle. I trying to emphasize the healthy living but man oh mann,the challenge is reallyy high. Because (i) the main dish in Malaysia is rice. Rice itself has 256 kcal calories. It just plain rice. So imagine u take plain rice+ayam goreng+sayur air. The total for lunch itself is about 1000 kcal. -.-' (ii) the time consuming. Healthy food need fresh ingredients. But to find fresh ingredients here in Pekan (?). I just let u guys judge.haha.

So,here goes my worries. But I bet May should be good,insyaAllah. :)

Till then,
Najwa Shariff