Can't stop

Greetings.

Last post was in November. To just say let start over is absurd. Because it has been 3 months since I turn to this page again.What am I up to? Nothing. Just because. I don't know what to say. I turn to this page every now and then, but after a few words, I just leave it.

Let start over.

I learn that in life there always a consequences. From what we say, what we do or even from what we don't talk about. And nowadays, social media has been a very great medium to cause a stir in community.
But my intention for this blog is to spread positivity which I see is lacking in malaysian society. People really love to talk behind others but rarely brave enough to discuss it with the victim. Talking about hearing from both side here.

I should start writing back. Because lately, all my worries and troubles seem to stop me from doing something. And I should really focus.


Random.

 

deep thinking

For the past weeks, I have been thinking a lot. About everything and nothing. As I'm approaching the end of my studying in just 8 months, future seems not far anymore. However, what I'm going to do seem really unclear. or it just me who not deciding yet?

I wish i can go travel and set up my own business label. or just staying home and hope for money to fall from tree? wish i believe will never happen. sometimes I want to further my study and become lecturer which it seem perfectly fine for me. But I want to work in the industry for a few years before settle for something permanent. The thrilling feeling. Not just a safe option.

on the other side, I want to take a gap year and start something for my happiness? maybe a small business? or maybe helping my mom at home? for the past 3 years and to date, studying has been the very first priority. I have been searching about what I'm going to do after studying. And here is the list ;

1. Travelling ; I have been seriously saving money for this activity. regardless where, I want to see the other side of the world.

2. Reading ; some books I have now, have not yet touched. i should really start reading some.

3. Room decorations ; survey have been done.yes i know it still early. haha. I'm just excited. like really. haha ;)

4. Small business project ; i have google-ing, pinterest-ing, and many more for the suitable product that i can sell for the moment.

here just a list for the time being.

but for now, let just focus on the final year project, shall I?

maybe a new year resolution perhaps?

till then,

najwashariff

Effort-less

Assalamualaikum

Final year mid presentation is around the corner. And being the super common Malay, nothing is finish at the moment. It hit me really hard. Can I pursue my study abroad with this kind of attitude? How can I compete with others? Thus, it lead to a random rant like this.



Everyone I believe, have experience this kind of attitude. Just like Bruno Mars said, today I don't feel like doing anything (yes,i quote celeb.-.-'). Some people just feel it like a day and get back on track the next day. But i feel it everydayyy and it not even funnyyy. I try to read an inspirational quotes, try to focus my mind but nothing works. The next thing I try is dismiss myself from the laptop but eventually, I fall asleep. So, how?


I think it normal to lost focus. Because basically, a person can only focus for about 45 mins on something and after that, mind need to rest. Having said that, why most classes is in 2 hours? wonder. I try to find my inspiration and stumble upon this one blog. I just need to work hard. Really. The clock is ticking. Another 7 weeks before final. This semester, I need to improve my pointer more.



till then,
Najwashariff

Rewarding system

Dengan Nama Allah yg Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Pengasih.

Study is fun and interesting if we find a way to enjoy it. No, I'm not nerd.haha. But it something that we must do. Sometimes, when you tend to study very hard, you need some entertainment. And entertainments come in many way. Some will try to do something else like singing, movies, and many more. As for me, I have a system. For me to get something I like in return, I will try to do my best in my study. So when I achieve what I want, the satisfying feeling is really good. You can try it too. No matter in what field,when you give your 100%, no matter what the result are, it always bring you good feeling. 

Among the reward that you can give to yourself are :

1. Food

Pavlova @lemedinapettisiere

There always a saying about comfort food. Everyone comfort food maybe different based on our taste bud. I love trying out new food (who doesn't?). Such a foodie i am.hehe. Especially, the other races food, like dim sum, kimchi,sushi and obviously western. Here is some of the recipe that I  love to try.hehe Talking bout healthy food here. ;p

Dim sum @holidayvillaalorstar

2. Vacation

Let face it. Who doesn't love holiday? Silly. Everyone love holiday. But as a student, we always have a budget tight. Study has always been a priority after all. Thus, you can ask family for a holiday once you get a great result. Nothing beat having a family around you. Besides, you can always plan with your friends for weekend get-a-way. Plan it first according to your budget!

either a healthy get-a-way in Broga hill

or an artistic weekend in Penang Street Art.

3. Great company.

I must say this. Having great company in everything you do will turn the most boring activity into the most remembered one! The best reward system is when you have someone to talk to and ask for opinion. It always becomes the great therapy after all. As the main objectives of the reward system is to boost our spirit and to entertain ourselves, great cast always give you the best performances. Girls talk, shopping and many more will lead you to a very meaningful reward after all the hard works. :)

written by,

najwa shariff