deep thinking

For the past weeks, I have been thinking a lot. About everything and nothing. As I'm approaching the end of my studying in just 8 months, future seems not far anymore. However, what I'm going to do seem really unclear. or it just me who not deciding yet?

I wish i can go travel and set up my own business label. or just staying home and hope for money to fall from tree? wish i believe will never happen. sometimes I want to further my study and become lecturer which it seem perfectly fine for me. But I want to work in the industry for a few years before settle for something permanent. The thrilling feeling. Not just a safe option.

on the other side, I want to take a gap year and start something for my happiness? maybe a small business? or maybe helping my mom at home? for the past 3 years and to date, studying has been the very first priority. I have been searching about what I'm going to do after studying. And here is the list ;

1. Travelling ; I have been seriously saving money for this activity. regardless where, I want to see the other side of the world.

2. Reading ; some books I have now, have not yet touched. i should really start reading some.

3. Room decorations ; survey have been done.yes i know it still early. haha. I'm just excited. like really. haha ;)

4. Small business project ; i have google-ing, pinterest-ing, and many more for the suitable product that i can sell for the moment.

here just a list for the time being.

but for now, let just focus on the final year project, shall I?

maybe a new year resolution perhaps?

till then,

najwashariff

Effort-less

Assalamualaikum

Final year mid presentation is around the corner. And being the super common Malay, nothing is finish at the moment. It hit me really hard. Can I pursue my study abroad with this kind of attitude? How can I compete with others? Thus, it lead to a random rant like this.



Everyone I believe, have experience this kind of attitude. Just like Bruno Mars said, today I don't feel like doing anything (yes,i quote celeb.-.-'). Some people just feel it like a day and get back on track the next day. But i feel it everydayyy and it not even funnyyy. I try to read an inspirational quotes, try to focus my mind but nothing works. The next thing I try is dismiss myself from the laptop but eventually, I fall asleep. So, how?


I think it normal to lost focus. Because basically, a person can only focus for about 45 mins on something and after that, mind need to rest. Having said that, why most classes is in 2 hours? wonder. I try to find my inspiration and stumble upon this one blog. I just need to work hard. Really. The clock is ticking. Another 7 weeks before final. This semester, I need to improve my pointer more.



till then,
Najwashariff

Rewarding system

Dengan Nama Allah yg Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Pengasih.

Study is fun and interesting if we find a way to enjoy it. No, I'm not nerd.haha. But it something that we must do. Sometimes, when you tend to study very hard, you need some entertainment. And entertainments come in many way. Some will try to do something else like singing, movies, and many more. As for me, I have a system. For me to get something I like in return, I will try to do my best in my study. So when I achieve what I want, the satisfying feeling is really good. You can try it too. No matter in what field,when you give your 100%, no matter what the result are, it always bring you good feeling. 

Among the reward that you can give to yourself are :

1. Food

Pavlova @lemedinapettisiere

There always a saying about comfort food. Everyone comfort food maybe different based on our taste bud. I love trying out new food (who doesn't?). Such a foodie i am.hehe. Especially, the other races food, like dim sum, kimchi,sushi and obviously western. Here is some of the recipe that I  love to try.hehe Talking bout healthy food here. ;p

Dim sum @holidayvillaalorstar

2. Vacation

Let face it. Who doesn't love holiday? Silly. Everyone love holiday. But as a student, we always have a budget tight. Study has always been a priority after all. Thus, you can ask family for a holiday once you get a great result. Nothing beat having a family around you. Besides, you can always plan with your friends for weekend get-a-way. Plan it first according to your budget!

either a healthy get-a-way in Broga hill

or an artistic weekend in Penang Street Art.

3. Great company.

I must say this. Having great company in everything you do will turn the most boring activity into the most remembered one! The best reward system is when you have someone to talk to and ask for opinion. It always becomes the great therapy after all. As the main objectives of the reward system is to boost our spirit and to entertain ourselves, great cast always give you the best performances. Girls talk, shopping and many more will lead you to a very meaningful reward after all the hard works. :)

written by,

najwa shariff

inspire someone today

sometimes,talking to your best friend is the only theraphy u need

A friend of mine used to say that I can inspire people to try harder. I doubt that.hehe. Anyhow, here i am trying to write something. I wish i have more time and obviously an effort to write more. But classes have start and final year project is going on. The only thing i manage to do recently is reading jurnal and more papers.

Back to what my friend said, I actually don't know in which way i inspire people. it can be my action, or my words or the thing i don't even realize. But i really wanna try to inspire people. To motivate people. I just love that kinda thing. Like quotes,poems and mostly pictures.

Thus, through this blog I wish I can touch people hearts and inspire someone today. Might be from my point of view, or my rambling talks, I really wish it can benefit someone. There is one blog that I completely love to read. It really inspire me to work harder and be better. May Allah grant u barakah for  your kind and inspired words.

So, i'll try hard to write here. Maybe not everyday, but I'll try.once a week?hehe insyaAllah.




love,
najwa shariff

dashing june.

salam.

wow.so long.and i don't know where to start. May passed and June coming. some of my work as mechanical student representative is done and another a few weeks to go till the end of this semester. and my duty as student is about to be test just around the corner.huaaa.

i'm not yet ready i must say.the preparation taking take forever to start. and now im playing candy crush while trying to write something here. i don't know what went wrong but i must say after i broke up, i seem to be quite distracted. and its had been 2 years ago. man oh man. serius, some shit happen.

and just recently, i think i fell hard. huhu


till then,
najwa shariff

May.

First may.

And final is another 30 days to come. Preparation?nill.zero. And thats why I'm writing this. To let go my worries. Which I assume, I have a lot.haha.

First. Student council thingy. Yeah,i know. It my choice so I have nothing to complaint. But the workload are obviously no joke mann. It take a whole new level of commitment which sometime I feel like running away from it. I love how it taught me. Almost everything is new and challenging. Something engineering student would love. Haha. And I think, its what that keep me going. :)

Second. Of course,the most important one, study thingy. Now its week 10. Almost everything needs to be pass up and submit. Extremely exhausted. All project need full attention and time consuming. And it doesnt help either that I started doing it last minute. The curse of own backfires.haha. I hate last minute work I must say.haha. But I really need to manage my time very well. And another 1 montj is really crucial.

Third. Lifestyle. I trying to emphasize the healthy living but man oh mann,the challenge is reallyy high. Because (i) the main dish in Malaysia is rice. Rice itself has 256 kcal calories. It just plain rice. So imagine u take plain rice+ayam goreng+sayur air. The total for lunch itself is about 1000 kcal. -.-' (ii) the time consuming. Healthy food need fresh ingredients. But to find fresh ingredients here in Pekan (?). I just let u guys judge.haha.

So,here goes my worries. But I bet May should be good,insyaAllah. :)

Till then,
Najwa Shariff

Time constraint

I love myself.but I think im forcing myself too much.with the club thingy and everything,time just get faster.

Hard.and I ultimately exhausted.

Walk with me.

Feel like spilling something here. So here goes everything.

lately, I feel that im not going tp get married. I mean,if before this I want to get married as early as possible,but I think its not going to happen in the next 2 to 3 years. Marriage life is hard. And I dont think I want to share my privacy life yet. >.<

On the other note, I think im scared to fall in love again. I mean,who doesnt? I dont know whether I can say I'm completely happy and move on now. Truth to be told, I still remembering but with no heart feeling laa. Besides, I'm scared if I forget my bestfriend again. If before this,the sense of appreciation towards my beloved bestfriend is not that great,but after that, I try to show them my appreciation first. And it really bring us closer again.

I believe,we need to live ourselves first before anyone else do it. You know,just incase u lost your love, u have yourself. :)

Pen off. Im coming home.

Regards,
Najwa Shariff

Ending and beginning

Salam
Wow.too longg.hihi.so lets start.bismillah.
February had been the best month of all so far.well,because basically now its only march. ;p. I had been bless with beautiful bestfriend,family and friend. Ended it well by spending time with bestfriend at Broga hill.
Broga hill has been the best experience so far. The mantra  was mind over body. All along the track,the mantra was repeated.hihi.mind over body,mind over body. And finally manage to reach the top. :)
It was a breathtaking view at top. I love it. And it marks the start of healthy living. InsyaAllah. Though since then I never starting the serious exercises routine.hihi
The night before,we manage to celebrat yayah,me and mashitah's birthday. Alhamdulillah,it was a blast.hihi.
And there goes my february stories.hihi.
Till then.
Najwa shariff

Broga hill

with besties <3

22nd birthday celebration with love one! :)

Titanium

So I got my result today.how was it?hmm. I wish I work harder. That just it. Regret for not doing fine but when the time for you to work hard,u just playing around. And the cycle continues.

I have so many plan for my future but I don't even know whether I can achieve it or not. I tend to follow the flow but let just say the flow is too difficult to follow.haha.can u understand? I lost motivation. I miss the environment where everyone is supportive. I miss taiping. Everything about it. Life was busy back then,but I dont lose focus. And I love it.

Let just say,this becoming semester, I have something to prove. May Allah ease my journey.
Have faith najwa!(:

You shot me down,but I won't fall, I am titanium ~

Till then,
Najwa shariff

Holla holla.

Here I am in terengganu having some fun with le familia.haha.and tonight,maybe we are going to wakaf che yehh!yeyeahhh!haha.rocking the holiday spirit like a boss.

In a few days, i'm going to get,my result.huaa huaa.pray for the best.insyaAllahh.

Till then,
Najwa shariff

Second month:all time favourite

Fill the paper with the breathings of your heart -William Wordsworth

2013 moving on so fast. The next thing you remember is its already february. February always be the best month because of the special dates that happen to be through it. I hope this year, february will be meaningful as always,InsyaAllah. :)

However,let recall back what happen in january! Despite celebrated new year with final paper and exam mood(if I had any :p), Im still happy to make it through 2012 pretty well. It also happens to be nawal's engagement day on 26th which sadly, I couldn't make it. And shes so beautiful.

And I end January with an aca-awesome catch up session with th girls.hihi.3 hours karaoke is bliss. :)

Till then,
Najwa shariff

Recently.

Recently,most of my friend is taking one step further in their relationship. Some of them are engage,and some are even getting married.mannn,they sure do moving on so fast in life. I can't help but to think about it too. No no no! Im not getting married at this moment. Just something worth to ponder.
At this age,its not a crime to think about marriage and stuff. I do think we need to start figure it out. Like how much money involve,what can we do to save the cost,how to go through the post-marriage phase,how to handle your mother-in-law and many more. And to start figure it out at this age,it must take you a bundle of courage to do so. For a person like me,who has insecurities in everything,it is hard.
After the last relationship, I dont think I need to concentrate on love now. There is so many thing I want to achieve, I want to try. I want to have a major satisfaction about myself that I cant be proud of. But,if there is one suitable person who can cause a cloud nine, I really won't say no.hihi. it takes two to tango. If I want to be loved,then I need to love myself more. Before this,everytime I fall in love(if you can call that love.pfttt),i will love really hard until I kinda ignoring myself which is totally not cool.-.-'. So as a start, I really want to appreciate myself more for the time being.
I know Im getting older day by day. Its time to take chances. If I dont start figure it out now, I maybe losing the best day of my life.hihi.
p/s: for the time being,i am going to lose some weight.haha.
Till then,
Najwashariff

#1 Random

Currently at home enjoying holiday.

I always dream to travel alone somewhere.backpacking.no,im not a loner.I just really want to try it at least once in a lifetime. But on my list,there is a thousand places I want to go.

On top of my list is Korea. Being a die hard fan for kpop artists,runningman and another variety show really influences me to visit that country. I want to go to Busan,Kangwon and many more. I want to try out their seafood platter,kimchi jiggae and many more. I must be really interested in that country.

The only problem left is money. I must say I am a big spender. I spend more that I earn and mostly on food. It drive me crazy that I can't save money for travel. I don't want to ask from my mom,or using my ptptn.arrrrghh. I really need to start saving money. Because I want to travel badly. :(

I want to enjoy summer,chilling in winter,cherish autumn and capturing the fall. I always dreaming to study oversea. Because of this. But I guess Allah has a better plan and my intentions was totally wrong. InsyaAllah,maybe I manage to continue my master there.

Till then,
Najwa shariff

2013

She was a flower from the heaven,who came and went. But whose scent shall forever remain in my mind.-words of Sayidina Ali about Fatimah.

Its already halfway through january.and this year,i am going to be 22 years old this coming february.feel like only yesterday I still in secondary school,enjoying every little thing of it.times sure do fly fast.

Im graduating in 2014,and honestly,Im scared. Scare about my how to face real life. Because truth to be told, im not yet ready. My knowledge is still low,my experiences is nowhere compare with others. Im trying to be better day by day. trying to collect all the experiences that should be learn before facing the real world.

Learn to appreciate the moments.capture it in your heart.so that it always remain there. I think that what im going to do from now on than worrying about the future. Not that I'm not planning anything,but instead of worrying about failing in what we plan,just go with it. Take risk. Because life seem so short to be waste like that.

With that,
Najwa shariff :)

new.

for the new start,i believe.